Metal
You do not have to tell me when I am complaining too much. I am flaccid as a cooled gelatin in a huge transparent red bowl, wavy when being touched. I know. I remember the moment when I posted about going to hide in somewhere foreign, or when I wrote that I loved being able to see planes above my head, or when I resorted to go to Cherating and read books that I fond, or when life was too much to take, I went round and round driving endlessly until I got too much of the road, and the side lamps, and the honking.
I mean, sometimes you need something to channel your worry to. Or when your heart is too burdened with something you can't take, you need at least one thing that is going to make you feel calm.
I miss going back to the place that I love.
I'd do that. I promise I'd be good this time.
I mean, sometimes you need something to channel your worry to. Or when your heart is too burdened with something you can't take, you need at least one thing that is going to make you feel calm.
I miss going back to the place that I love.
I'd do that. I promise I'd be good this time.
Have A Little Faith In Me
"Tell me why honey. At least I know the reasons"
"It is silly isn't it for you to flip on those pages when you know you are the one that I love most"
"I know. But I can't help thinking that you are cheating on me. I hate it when you replied my text with a single 'OK', or when I called you last week, you told me you were hiking at some hills looking for a spot for fishing, and your breath was so heavy I thought you were having sex with someone else, or how rough when you picked up my call yesterday and talked like I didn't know you, and you hung up on me when the I was dreading to hear you say I Love You to my ears over the phone"
"Remember peanut when I told you that I would be honest and I'd tell you nothing but the truth?"
"Ermmm"
"I did not lie. When I told you that I would be honest, I would be honest. It is the wild thought and the feeling of jealousy that brought you to the conclusion that I was having some intimate moments with someone else. Please honey, the last thing I would do is to tell you lies and break your heart"
"Thank you Sayang"
"It is silly isn't it for you to flip on those pages when you know you are the one that I love most"
"I know. But I can't help thinking that you are cheating on me. I hate it when you replied my text with a single 'OK', or when I called you last week, you told me you were hiking at some hills looking for a spot for fishing, and your breath was so heavy I thought you were having sex with someone else, or how rough when you picked up my call yesterday and talked like I didn't know you, and you hung up on me when the I was dreading to hear you say I Love You to my ears over the phone"
"Remember peanut when I told you that I would be honest and I'd tell you nothing but the truth?"
"Ermmm"
"I did not lie. When I told you that I would be honest, I would be honest. It is the wild thought and the feeling of jealousy that brought you to the conclusion that I was having some intimate moments with someone else. Please honey, the last thing I would do is to tell you lies and break your heart"
"Thank you Sayang"
Storm
If I could just see youLifehouse
Everything will be alright
If I'd see you
The storminess will turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
And everything will be alright
Storm
Who We Are
p/s: You, please come back home.
Kamu
"When is your last day?"
Sun rays like a flight of golden sabers stabbed through the gaps of the pine leaves, the sky was the color of turquoise, spotless with clouds. Air was stiff, and the weak waves hit the shore, almost inaudible.
"End of June. Anything that bothers you?"
Hands clutched, head on the lap, the smile was delicious.
"Are you going to find a job over here? Because when you leave, I don't know what will happen to me"
"You're going to be good"
"I can't survive without you"
Eyes on eyes. Moving things went static. Time felt like on halt. The world stopped.
"You will survive. But I promise you, I'll do my best and get a job over here. I love you, you know that right?"
"I know. I love you too"
The waves still weak. And the birds on the trees were chirping the happy notes.
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When I think love has gone, it comes knocking up on my door, saying hello and smiles the thousand hopes.
ZA
Sun rays like a flight of golden sabers stabbed through the gaps of the pine leaves, the sky was the color of turquoise, spotless with clouds. Air was stiff, and the weak waves hit the shore, almost inaudible.
"End of June. Anything that bothers you?"
Hands clutched, head on the lap, the smile was delicious.
"Are you going to find a job over here? Because when you leave, I don't know what will happen to me"
"You're going to be good"
"I can't survive without you"
Eyes on eyes. Moving things went static. Time felt like on halt. The world stopped.
"You will survive. But I promise you, I'll do my best and get a job over here. I love you, you know that right?"
"I know. I love you too"
The waves still weak. And the birds on the trees were chirping the happy notes.
.
.
.
.
When I think love has gone, it comes knocking up on my door, saying hello and smiles the thousand hopes.
ZA
