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22.11.15

What if someone you never met, someone you never saw, someone you never knew was the only someone for you?

"There's no way to tell, isn't it? What if you pass by him, and he throws you a glance, and you take it as only a glance from stranger and not knowing that the guy is the right guy for you? How on earth would you face yourself when you knew that you just missed a chance, a chance of at last being loved by someone that is perfect for you?"

"I have a question. Do you know when are you going to die? Or when you about to get crushed by a giant rock, or the time when someone slaps your head from the back? Can you tell?"

"I know what are you trying to say. Don't fucking tease me"

"You know what, you had a future with Abdullah but your idiotic brain told you to ditch him and fucking sail this life on your own. And now I have to listen to you whining about your sad single life every single fucking day and you won't even accept my advice. You are my friend, but you are a fucking stupid friend. I think I care more about your heart than you do, because what I see, when you say you're going to take care about your heart, what you do is only putting fucking stupid patches on your fucking heart. It'll stop the bleed, you fucker. But it won't put away with your pain."

"I am trying to.."

"Trying what? Being a sad 30 ish spinster?"

"Trying to make peace with my own damn heart"

"I know what's in your head now. Shay?"

"No"

"It is Shay right?"

"No. Maybe yes. I don't know"

"5 billions people are in this world, and you fucking choose him again?"

"I don't know. I think I still love him"

"You love him. He never loved you"

"It's OK Nina. I choose not to believe you"

"Yeah fuck you"




ZA

1 comment:

Sir Pök Déng said...

That's intense, miss.