Restless
There will be one day in your life that you will feel completely restless. Like taking a full day off, go to workshop and do some makeover to your lovely car, head off to salon, go back home, swim deep into a sea of pillows, and eventually putting a thought or two on whether to tender your resignation or just sail away.
People say an idle mind is the devil's playground. Most of my times here in my current place, I'm mingling with devils of many faces. And to be fairly equal to the statement I have made, I have been part of the devil's company.
I am completely restless.
To be told that you were the one who pulled all people down, was a little put off. And not really sure whether you were the one who might be the cause of all the problems that occurred was another thing to deal with. It was quite an extreme torture.
Like a pin poking up your brain. Or your eyes. And the emotions were all mixed up.
He said that I have gone down the road of total perish. And he did ask me whether this act of nonchalant was derived from the demotivation I had endured because of recent let down.
To tell him in his face was a good meds that I really need. But swallowing down words was a better move, I reckon.
I guess I have made a wise decision.
Demotivate or whatever it is, the excitement to wake up in the morning and to rush down the place you look for money has now swept away. Gone by the wind.
Much thanks for shattering my heart.
People say an idle mind is the devil's playground. Most of my times here in my current place, I'm mingling with devils of many faces. And to be fairly equal to the statement I have made, I have been part of the devil's company.
I am completely restless.
To be told that you were the one who pulled all people down, was a little put off. And not really sure whether you were the one who might be the cause of all the problems that occurred was another thing to deal with. It was quite an extreme torture.
Like a pin poking up your brain. Or your eyes. And the emotions were all mixed up.
He said that I have gone down the road of total perish. And he did ask me whether this act of nonchalant was derived from the demotivation I had endured because of recent let down.
To tell him in his face was a good meds that I really need. But swallowing down words was a better move, I reckon.
I guess I have made a wise decision.
Demotivate or whatever it is, the excitement to wake up in the morning and to rush down the place you look for money has now swept away. Gone by the wind.
Much thanks for shattering my heart.
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