Mind Centered and the Willingness to be me.

It is stupid as it may sounds but I am giving up my life lately. You know, people tend to do so hence I did to myself. Therefore, further justification towards the actions I had taken is needed to alleviate the burdens. I have always eager in asking myself and everybody else that happens to surround me on their jurisdiction towards my attitudes and behaviours - for the sake of improving and getting myself a lot better. People know me better than I do. I believe in that.

I really wanted to be someone else. Yes, some people might think that being yourself is the best thing you have in your life. Indeed it is agreeable. But have you ever think on having someone else to look at you particularly 0n how you act, on how you tackle any misconception towards your capability and so forth. I really want to be someone else. Where I can see myself in others' perspective, where am be able to see my hideous outfits I'm wearing everyday, where I will have the chance to see the food I consume every single minute, EVERYTHING.

I'm too much getting used to myself that I can't rectify any, though I know I might be over the limit sometimes, but it is the nature of being me. I might be spoiled enough that I call my mom when I'm stuck in financial contraints. I might be stupid that I big-mouthed everything to everybody. I might be hated for my flaccid and loose attitudes and I might be too generous that I have nothing to spend for myself.

People around the world applauding and bestow that life is great, that world is a heaven, that world is a spherical entity with wonderful things filled with great happiness and jollies.

Fuck them.

Life is nothing as such. Life is a prison, being locked-up and incarcerate without you realize that you are the inmate behind the bars of your own life. You might be enjoying yourself right now but you never know that you are ruining yourself in silent. Fuck with democracy when you yourself do not practice the freedom of morality. To hell with morality when you yourself are confuse with your own words and mingle in your own mistakes. Fuck with confusion when you yourself do not have the remedy in curing your own blunders.

Everyone has gone mad. Everyone has gone astray. Everyone thinks that they can fix the errors. Everyone eager to posses the authorities and yet everyone is stupid enough that superiority is far enough for their bare hand to reach.

Everyone lives their own life because they meant to be living inside their own prison. It is stated and they are having their life happily - as may what they think so. They thrash the price of dignity for a split moment of satisfaction. They trade their good deeds for a breath of tranquility.

They will do everything to fill their own lusts and finally they will find themselves too much offset from the line and they will try to rectify but to no avail. They will learn the truth.

Hopefully.

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